Mikaela

FUCK!!
Tonight is crap!
bullshit
get off my back bitch
leave me alone
yeah well you're doing real good on that
leaving me alone
I can just be alone
I scream
I cry
I punch
I know I'm still alone
I hate this
I'm in this world
but I'm in my world
seeing only the things according to my own perception
you're all sitting next to me
but seem another world away
you laugh
you joke
you toast
I'm in the most fucking awkward situation
why is there no one to help me
why is there no one to care
where is he who stands up for me
where is he who straightens things up
where is he who cheers me up
where is he who holds me gently or passionately in his arms
where is he who looks into my eyes and tells me everything's all right
where is he who takes the pressure away
Every minute of it was hell