Mikaela

對抽中這一張塔羅牌的朋友來說，艾菲爾老師建議你，本週無論是工作還是生活層面，都會有一種失序與脫軌的情緒表現。造成混亂的原因可能不是你造成的，但是你卻要默默承受這樣失序的生活，這是讓你感到最不能平衡的地方。

注意一下你的證件與信用卡或是印章，千萬不要在搞丟了，否則可能會衍生出許多麻煩的事情。另外工作中似乎有一些危機或工作調整與重新分配責任區的事情發生，面對新的工作項目，請不要在猶豫不前了。
至於愛情運勢，不要在自我欺騙或是安慰了，面對有裂痕的感情關係，其實勇敢的說分手，對雙方或許都是一種解脫。

So Yesterday (Hilary Duff)

You can change your life - if you wanna
You can change your clothes - if you wanna
If you change your mind
Well, that's the way it goes

But I'm gonna keep your jeans
And your old black hat - cause I wanna
They look good on me
You're never gonna get them back

At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus:]
If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

You can say you're bored - if you wanna
You can act real tough - if you wanna
You can say you're torn
But I've heard enough

Thank you... you made my mind up for me
When you started to ignore me
Do you see a single tear
It isn't gonna happen here
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

[Chorus]

If you're over me, I'm already over you
If it's all been done, what is left to do
How can you hang up if the line is dead
If you wanna walk, I'm a step ahead
If you're moving on, I'm already gone
If the light is off then it isn't on
At least not today, not today, not today
'cause

If it's over, let it go and
Come tomorrow it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
I'm just a bird that's already flown away

Laugh it off let it go and
When you wake up it will seem
So yesterday, so yesterday
Haven't you heard that I'm gonna be okay

it sucks
no reply of cell msgs nor calls nor msn
who am I to you?
who do you think you are?
I have lowered my self esteem to contact you first
what the hell is your problem?
maybe I wasn't trying my hardest to impress you before
but I have been re-examining myself
I see both our faults and misunderstandings
but you
you only see yourself
Damn it

真不知道該怎麼說
反正今天就是悶
一股悶氣吐不出去
還頭痛了一個下午和晚上
有些人真的是煩惱的來源
這樣的人到底是不是該離他遠一點才好
冬天生的人天性就真的比較黑暗陰沉嗎?
春天和夏天生的人應該天生就比較活潑直接吧?
碰到這樣的人真的覺得很挫折
想要講也講不了什麼
想要幫也幫不上什麼
該不會永遠是平行線無法溝通吧

在這個世界上
有時好像自己一個人站在沙漠的中心一樣孤立無援
有些時候連另一半或是最好的朋友都無法了解我心中的感受
同樣的一定也有時候他們會覺得不被了解吧

一切都是互相的
以前曾說過感覺是互相的
不知道是不是我跟Eva發明的說法
世界之大一定也有別人說過一樣的話
看看自己的心
就能看到對方的心
是真的嗎
我充滿疑惑
對方也是嗎

好像很近又好像很遠

昨天晚上
今天白天
今天晚上
斷斷續續哭了好多次
很多時候是因為他
有時候是因為覺得自己的個性實在很可悲
一定要把自己搞得這麼不開心
搞得很可憐
不能被家人諒解對未來感覺無比壓力所以哭
被心愛的人感動也要哭
吃醋委屈吵架也要哭
太輕不能捐血也要哭
花錢受罪做了水晶指甲還是不開心也要哭
在台北車站和公館街頭
在捷運地下街紅著鼻子流著淚
覺得全身都在痛
覺得花再多的錢都沒有辦法快樂
覺得生活很沒意義

陶喆 - 忘不了
專輯『太美麗』
歌詞內容：

We gonna take you back
all the way back oh~
Here we go
oh yeah

忘不了 忘不了 (I can't get you outta my mind no no yeah yeah)
忘不了 忘不了 (I can't get you outta my mind no no yeah yeah)
忘不了 忘不了 (I can't get you outta my mind no no yeah yeah)
忘不了 忘不了 (I can't get you outta my mind no no yeah yeah)

忘不了 忘不了
忘不了你的錯
忘不了你的好
忘不了雨中的散步
也忘不了那風裏的擁抱
在寂寞的長巷
我們見了最後一面
你說散就散
我也不想再和你爭辯
誰能阻擋心的 Move on, yeah~

忘不了你的好 (你的好)
忘不了你的淚 (你的淚)
忘不了你的 Smile
我以為忘了 可我忘不了 (No No)
忘不了你的錯 (你的錯)
忘不了你的愛 (I can't get you outta my mind)
我都忘不了 怎麼能忘了(I can't forget you know)

blah blah... come on blah blah... that's right 忘不了 忘不了

忘不了 忘不了
忘不了你的淚
忘不了你的笑
忘不了葉落的惆悵
也忘不了那花開的煩惱
那寂寞的長巷
景色依然就在眼前
既然換了又換
我也不心酸不再想念
時間仍一直都 move on, yeah yeah~

忘不了你的好 (你的好)
忘不了你的淚 (你的淚)
忘不了你的 Smile
我以為忘了 可我忘不了 (I can't forget)
忘不了你的錯 (你的錯)
忘不了你的愛 (I can't get you outta my mind)
你早就忘了 是我忘不了
I can't forget you know, blah blah.. that's right..blah blah..
忘不了 忘不了 忘不了 come on
blah blah 忘不了 blah blah
I can't get you outta my mind
忘不了 忘不了 忘不了 come on

什麼都 嗯 什麼都 嗯 什麼都只會 嗯
你到底要做爛好人被她擺佈到什麼時候 呢
你不要繼續坐在那裏一直可憐自己 忘了她可以的
你是帶種的男人的
反正你對我們的愛從不看重
付出那麼多 但你卻都不感動
現在隨便你要怎樣 我都不想懂
我忘了 我忘了 我忘了
我忘不了

FUCK!!
Tonight is crap!
bullshit
get off my back bitch
leave me alone
yeah well you're doing real good on that
leaving me alone
I can just be alone
I scream
I cry
I punch
I know I'm still alone
I hate this
I'm in this world
but I'm in my world
seeing only the things according to my own perception
you're all sitting next to me
but seem another world away
you laugh
you joke
you toast
I'm in the most fucking awkward situation
why is there no one to help me
why is there no one to care
where is he who stands up for me
where is he who straightens things up
where is he who cheers me up
where is he who holds me gently or passionately in his arms
where is he who looks into my eyes and tells me everything's all right
where is he who takes the pressure away
Every minute of it was hell

凌晨三點上線
你在想著誰
如果你懂我的心情
就不要沉默

I want a f*cking car!
I can't even get my ass out of my dorm tonight to go out and see a movie alone!
what the hell is wrong with this place!
If I have to be alone at least give me a way to move!!!!!!!!!!!

悶
我們的距離如此遙遠
比賽的時間竟然會改
是注定沒有緣分吧

They say > now I feel

Dynamic > spiritless
Passionate > apathetic
Adventures > withdral
Sociable > unsociable
Funloving > deadserious
Aries is the sign of new beginnings > which also means the inevitable destruction before rebirth

沒有預警的 今夜 又失眠了..
回憶像跑馬燈般在腦中環繞
雖然有點模糊
還是很深刻